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2011-12-22T20:24:00.001+03:00

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New blog

2011-06-13T19:12:00.000+03:00

It's my new blog!

And I'm sorry I can't blog here because I can't verify my email. I'm so sorry!

Sorry for the late update of this new blog link because I thought my blog account went dead until I log in today and I can blog! So regret to create a new one, but what to do?

So please, go to www..lovellee.blogspot.com for my new updates ya!

7 posts waiting for you to read over there if you never been before. Hehehehe.

First mahjong session with besties

2011-05-20T14:35:00.012+03:00

Wee~ Heading to Stephanie's house for mj session and Kinect!

Before meeting them, had dinner at Dearest's house, then to Yishun(Stephanie's house!)

Dearest boy is super siao when he's driving. HAHAHA!

Met friends there, then playtime!!!!

See my friends below, how happy they playing fake sports.

But really funny when you see how they play. :D

The guys went to play mahjong, while the girls played monopoly deal!

2 xiaomeimei in the house! We cut our fringe. :(

I cut myself, Huiping went to cut at salon.

Nvm! Hair can always grow right? :D

Played till the morning, then we headed back home.
Some disputes going around between Ahqiang and me.
I know sometimes I talk without thinking, but you guys should tell me if you don't like it.
I really don't know what happened till the next day, Ahqiang tweeted about someone and it's me!
I just KPO and ask, he said it's me. Lol!

All just came too sudden, because I don't know any shit about what he don't like about me.
Hope things will get better. I don't want to lose any friendships k.
I'm not selfish or action.
But just one sentence from my mouth makes you think this way.
I talk bluntly, I will try to change!

After this incident, I won't talk much.
I don't want to say anything wrong to cause any problems again.

Pirates of Carribean

2011-05-19T13:59:00.000+03:00

School in the morning: FYP(8am-5pm).
Bored as usual, but I have to learn more techniques since I'm the only girl in class. :(
FYP room always blast with music from the other group of 3. -.-

Afterwhich, headed back home, changed, and meet Dearest boy. :)
Had dinner at his house before heading out to town.
Headed to Cine and caught the movie 'Pirates of Carribean'. Damn nice and funny as usual~
Just love how Jack acts, I think he's cute. HAHAHAHA!

Back home after the show at 11pm.
Fun night spent with Dearest, but definitely not a fun day!

Blessed

2011-05-16T06:00:00.000+03:00

New little baby neighbor is so adorable!!! Her name is Erika? I don't know how to spell her name. Lol!

School in the morning, had lunch with Dearest boy at Makan Place.

He came to look for me during lunch time. <3

Lab was tedious, I always hate labs. I don't think 'practically'.

Right after school, wanna have my nap at home before meeting Dearest boy.

I was told that the little baby at my neighbor's house! So I went over there and have a peep.

She's Celeste's meimei. Celeste really dote her a lot!!! Erika must be a precious one in her family. :)

Me with my total naked face. My face is not that flawless, is the edit-ing done by myself. :X

Had my nap before meeting Dearest boy. Had dinner at his house, tze char!!!!!

Really fat die me. Keep eating non-stop!

See this naked man below. Self-camwhore. HAHAHA!

After this day, I've been working continuously for 2 days and dearest boy came to fetch me without me asking.
How not to love him? He really treats me that good! He surprises me always.
Well, I love surprises! (Y)
Update this space again!! Bai!

Movie marathon

2011-05-15T12:49:00.001+03:00

Right after work at Scotts, met Dearest boy at town and headed to Cine!

Bought 2 movie tickets of 'Priest'. Yes, it's my second time watching it because HE wants to watch.

So bobian, have to drag my feet to the theatre.

Before catching the movie, went to HK cafe and have our dinner.

Both of us so qiao. Wore the same color, our favorite color!!! :D

You so HAM!!!!

Wore my new skirt, belt....

And pumps!!!! :D

Our food came, my Chicken chop spag came first!

Dearest's chicken chop baked rice. :)

See this boy. Can't stop snatching my dinner!

After dinner, planned with Yueyin through twitter to watch movie together again!
So in the midst of watching Priest, she ordered the movie tickets of 'Paul'.
So right after the movie, met Yueyin and Yuanlin.
Bought many snacks in!! Double cheeseburger, shaker fries, and drinks!

'Paul' the show is super funneh one. No joke, can watch with your friends as entertainment. HAHAHA!
After the movie, home sweet home! <3

How I wish everyday will be like this, carefree~

Our first time

2011-05-14T19:18:00.002+03:00

Hehe. It's BFF and me again!!!!

Planned to have a picnic with her on a Saturday afternoon was awesome!!!!

It's her first time to Botanic Garden, with me some more. So romantic right? :D

Met her at Botanic Garden. I felt so bad for being so late! I'm sho sorli!!!

Have to trouble her to get our movie tickets before meeting at there. :(

She bought Gong Cha along too! Thanks darling! <3

When we stepped into Botanic Garden, her expression was WOW! O.O We love the nature! (Y)

Can see the little white swans behind? Haha.

Both of us cooked something for our picnic. She fried udon which tastes so great!!! :D

And I only did these finger food. Lol!

My pretty BFF. :)

Gong Cha!!!!

Photos above are from my camera. Photos below are from her sis's canon camera. I like the bright effects!

So nice lah!!!! I didn't even edit them!

The sausages I've made.

And the fried udon she made. Yums yums~

The picnic session was definitely 一级棒！I wanna have picnic with you again!!!!

Since she never been to Botanic Garden, we decided to tour around before heading to town.

Botanic Garden is really a nice place to have picnic at!

Took bus down to town.

Xuan En is so sweet to tell me that everything we did today are our first time doing together.

We took bus together, had picnic at Botanic, watched movie together for the first time.

Caught the movie "Priest". Nice catching with her! Many actions lah she. HAHAHA!

Well, this is only the first part of my day!!! There's 2nd part. So more to come! Stay tune! :D

A brand new love

2011-05-14T09:15:00.028+03:00

Yes peeps! He and I are back together!!! No doubts, we patched back. Hooray~

After watching movie with Xuan En, took bus down to my new bro's house for his baby's full month celebration.

Well, my new bro is Yap Seng!!! :) He never fail to ask me not to give up on this r/s. Hehe.

Met Dearest boy at his house, and we went up to his house together.

Had buffet for dinner, the ORD boys catching up with one another.

What cheers me up that night is bro's elder son, Ernest.

He's so busy with everything!!!! And he want to stack up the pails. Hahaha.

See what he's doing!

And he never give up. So cute lah! I see him playing with the pails for about half an hour?

Plus he walking here and there lah. Really busy boy!

Afterwhich, headed to Dearest's boy house for some show.

Napped, and then headed back home for work the next morning. :)

Wash my face without removing makeups. You can't see my eyebrows! Lol~

Not into contact lens now because he don't like me wearing them as they hurt my eyes.

Long time never take photos with him, and he initiate to take photos with me. HAHAHA!

Pardon my messy hair k? ;)

Self-obsessed.

Hee. Really a happy weekends I had. :)
Coming more~~~~~ :D

Friday night

2011-05-13T16:52:00.002+03:00

TGIF!!!! I love my Friday nights because I can get to see my boyfriends!!!! <3

Before meeting them, went to work at Boatasia 2011. Kevin called me last min and they need people.

They are nice people! So ofcos I need to help them work. Hehe.

I didn't even ask them for pay how much or what!

After working, went to Vivo alone, get some gong cha and baby stuffs while waiting for my sistazx to fetch me.

I guess they must be mad over me, because they had a hard time traveling to Vivo. :(

Went to fetch my parents at the airport, then drove from the airport to CSC! *Pat on my shoulders*

Met the girls and boys late. I'M SO SORRY BECAUSE I'M THE LATEST!!

I would like to have all my Friday nights spending with you guys!!! <3

Well, so what we spend our night at our kampong? It's cheap and we are enjoying ourselves! ;)

See what the girls doing? Keep looking into the phone ordering their birks!

Love you girls!!! muack muacks!! <3

Sang our hearts out. We really enjoyed ourselves with each other a lot!!!

Afterwhich, went to gombak mac to have our supper!

Then, home sweet home!

Guess what I saw when I reach home? The things that parents bought from China!!!!

The beer with their faces on. SO CUTE LAH!!!! Daddy is so proud when I shout out loud WOW!

They bought me this!! Adding on to my toady collection. <3

The toady cup that Stephanie bought me last time, I use it to put my accessories.

My camera pouch and new money saver!!! Both are bought by mummy!!! <3<3

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The next morning, things went out smoothly, and I patched with dearest boy!!!! Woohoo~

Guess everyone must be SURPRISED and happy for me right? :D

Well, my 11.11 come true!!!!! :)

Anyway, previous post that how bad am I as a girlfriend is truly me.

He didn't say that about me, but i personally feel this way.

So don't anyhow spout nonsense ya? TYVM! ^^

Nothing can change a character. I have to love your flaws because I love you.

Vain with wet hair

2011-05-12T06:58:00.001+03:00

Well, too bored before working. Hehe.
Gonna update this space soon! Got to prepare and meet my bff! CIAO!

Our future

2011-05-11T05:47:00.000+03:00

So obsessed with myself nowadays. :X When I'm always single, I always do twist when taking photos.

Just took it naturally? I also don't know why. HAHAHAHA!

But the photos above are taken when I'm going to find him, so I still treat myself in r/s. Lol!

Anyway, yesterday night was awesome with my sistaxz!

Caught the movie, Thor at Lot 1.

Clap hands, nice one lah!!!! :D

Now I'm so kampong, don't go to town area now. :(

I keep controlling myself nowadays, which is a good thing!!!

I don't really go shopping now, because I want to save money for my future. :)

It's good to have savings, right? But I don't.

So starting from now, after paying debts for my license to parents, I'm gonna save save save!!

Drove my sistazx back home. We went to WestMall for Frolick first, then Shop N Save, then home!

I did one silly thing which scared everyone in the car.

Shan't tell you, too paiseh!!! HAHAHAHA!

Well, my family don't drive a good car. A car which can travel us around is already a good thing. :)

In the past, I used to feel so inferior to him. Because, he lives in a big house and luxury cars around him.
As time goes by, I don't feel that way anymore.
Hmm, what's the point saying all this ah? Lol!!!!

Later going to to work at Isetan Scotts! This week gonna be a busy week for me. :)
No night life, but day life can? :D
Work, school, and boyfriends going to fill up the week of mine. :D

Gonna go do some school work liao.
I've received emails of low attendance. :X
振作点，艾婷！！！！
I need to buck up on my school liao.
This is the time for him to work, for me to study hard. :)

TP....

2011-05-10T13:13:00.001+03:00

Hmm... What can you tell from my face? :)

Wore this top during my TP. Telling myself he's just with me. Hehe.

Anyway, I passed my driving pratical test!!!!!

I'm so fugging happy please.

Nothing can describe how happy am I now.

I just thought that I'm gonna fail for sure!

I made a lot of mistakes, but the tester... seems to don't care? Hehe.

Whatever it is, when I'm driving, I'm gonna extra precautions.

I'm so nervous that time. Keep accelerating only. The engine keep boom boom pow.

Phew, luckily I passed!!!!!

Thanks to all who wished me good luck.

(My family, Stephanie, Huiping, Hongjun, and my tweet mates!)

Love you guys k!!!! Muack muacks!!!

I'm so going to drive later on. Muahahahaha!!!!

Chanced upon Ah An before taking the practical test and he's taking the test at the same time as me!!!

We were so happy with results lah!!! Hor? Hahahaha.

Well, my revision really sucks!!!

But during test, I've more confidence!!! Keep phew phew phew. Lol!

My driving instructor never fail to scold me, because I'm super slow in reaction.

However, he's so happy to see my results and proud in front of his friend. HAHAHAHA!

And, I wish to drive you around with my pok pok car.

You can't be the first one sitting in my car, but at least the first boy sitting in my car. :)

IT'S OUR 3RD YEAR!

2011-05-09T12:54:00.000+03:00

IT'S OUR TOUGH 3RD YEAR TOGETHER. Happy Obstacle 3rd Year Anniversary!!!!!

This up and down we've been through. The first photo we taken when we go out dating without any status.

You are the one who sms every moment, for this going-to-4-years-time. :)

When we just got together, we take super classic photos! <3

See how fat I was then. Before you went to serve NS. HAHAHA!

When you going to serve the country. Our 1 year anniversary!!!

I know, you always scared that I will leave you when you in camp, or during this 2 years. But nope, I didn't!

Then, our 2nd year anniversary!!!

You brought me to Red Dot at Dempsey Hill and we had our awesome dinner there. <3

You even brought me to Marina Bay Sands, and you perspired like mad!

How can don't love you? :)

First visit to the Flyers.

Your 20th birthday celebration with friends.

Though it's a simple one, I bet you enjoy a lot right? Hehe.

My 19th birthday celebration with your friends. :)

Know why I love you so much? Because you are the only boy, courting me for 8 months!

You have the patience, I admire a lot!

And, we have couple face. I think we look alike. Hahahaha.

And, you never fail to make me laugh like hell.

You love kids! Even Jaeden likes you!

Never fail to make stupid faces when taking photos.

And you are my only Valentine. <3

These memories still remembered by me vividly. I know you too, right? :D

My desktop wallpaper is always with you!

The last photo we took.

We didn't patch up. But I feel so happy over what I did yesterday. I feel... so much better lah!!!

I know, he still loves me. I know, he's a man. :D

He need some time to cool down. So I didn't force him to patch with me.

I really hurt him too much! So it's better if I were to let him have freedom right?

Well, I guess we'll be fine, after few weeks/months?

This is our obstacle.

No matter what, I'm gonna wait for you since I've already waited for 2 years already.

I'm not giving up!!

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I should enjoy myself being single now!!! But that doesn't mean I go into night life lah!

I'm going to take up some dance classes with friends. :)

Back to my single life. I'm single, but unavailable. ^^

Now my passion is... DANCE!!!

After yesterday, I didn't have a lot of things in mind. I just feel so happy, so relaxed now. :)

Though it's not the outcome I wanted, at least I did my best!

No school in the morning for me. School resuming tomorrow, for fucking sure!!!

Had driving lesson in the afternoon, and I'm gonna pass this time round.

TP tomorrow, everyone reads this post must wish me good luck hor!!!!!

My focus now is driving! Yay~ Go Aiting go! Woosh!!!!

Since fate brought us together, can you give me one more chance?

2011-05-08T07:29:00.000+03:00

It's Mother's Day today!!! Happy Mother's Day to every mommy in the world.

I'm going to say this out loud to my mummy(ofcos!), his mummy, and my girlfriend, Huiping! <3

Cute right? The photo above. HAHAHAHA!

At home, we cheers to mummy! Mummy wan sui!!!!

The card super cute right? It's 4 different kind of cows.

My mommy is born in the year of cow, so erjie drew 4 diff cows to represent the 4 sisters.

Rat, monkey, goat and chicken like cow. HAHAHA!

Cute hor?! :)

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This week is gonna be a tough week for me.

It's our 3rd year anniversary tomorrow! And my TP on Tuesday.

I'm really anxious about the results I'm getting.

But the results only got 2 grades, pass or fail.

Hope everything can pass okay? I really hope for the best!

Shall tell you the results again! I WANT A PASS!!!!! :D

Since fate brought us together, can you give me one more chance?

Happy Mommy Day II

2011-05-07T19:14:00.000+03:00

Oh well, had another mummy day celebration with relatives!!! :D

In the afternoon, stayed at home and did something important for the whole 6 hours.

Prepared, and went out to Yishun, Lilydale Condo for celebration. :)

Every family cooked something there. Awesome party!

Can feel every thoughts that every mummy giving there. Because they did their best to cook their best dishes!

Dajie gave ahma a bracelet. :)

I've cute nieces and nephews! :)

I bet when he grow up, he confirm very handsome! So cute lah~

So handsome and adorable! ;)

Check out this little babe, Gwenith! :)

This idiot below is my meimei. HAHAHA!

Happy mommy day!!!! <3

Chialeng. Aiting. Ailin.

Let me tell you a joke behind our names.

Know why my meimei name Jialing, when the other 3 of us name with 'ai'?

Actually, my dad wants to stop producing.

So he named me Aiting, in chinese means stop.

Then got my meimei, he named her Jialing because to add zero in chinese.

Hmm.. it seems quite true? That's what daddy told me lah. He also very cute one right? HAHAHA!

I love my sisters!!!! Though I don't tell them much about my r/s, I still love you girls okay! ;)

Nowadays I'm just a plain Jane. I'm lazy to put makeups on!

My couzzie, Wei Leng. She's having her second baby! Congrats!!!

Nice oh muffins~

Afterwhich, headed back home and cheers to mummy!
Got a lot more of photos!!! But in my erjie's camera and I'm lazy to upload. :X

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I'm glad I've friends around me, advising me this and that.

I feel so much better after talking to them! :)

I've a new bro! I shall tell you who is he when time is ripe, okay? Lol!

Well, I don't need to meet my friend every night to let me not to think of him.

By chatting with them, it really let me relieve a lot of phews.

So, really thanks my friends for being there when I need you!

I also hoping for the best yea?

Fast & Furious 5

2011-05-06T08:55:00.000+03:00

Seems like I'm so free everyday right? I blog everyday! HAHAHA!

Anyway, no school for me. :X Had driving lesson in the evening. It simply sucks in the circuit!!

My mind is with other boliao things. I don't want to think anymore!!!! UGHHHHH!!!!!

Straight hair for the day for some reasons. :)

Met Stephanie at Cine, had waffle before going for waxing session!

This time round, I did it at Blush, located at Orchard Plaza.

It's not that painful as the previous time I did at Pink Parlour.

Furthermore, it's cheaper! With $20 membership, I only paid $58 for the first time!

Next few session, I can get 15% off! On my birthday month, I can get 35%!

Well, worth it right? So if you wanna go, go Blush!

Walked around 313 before heading back to the kampong, batok.

Stephanie's friend whom she just went to shop with, said I look more skinny in real life.

Even Stephanie said I've slimmed down! Lol~

She scared I didn't eat. Thanks for the concern yea. I'm really fine! ;)

Got that skinny meh? I doubt so lor. I still look FAT!

Didn't wear contact lens as well. I'm back to young Aiting! :)

Took train back to Bukit Batok. :) Non-stop photo taking.

Back to kampong, caught the movie 'Fast & Furious 5'. Super fucking awesome!!!

That's what Stephanie tweet. HAHAHA! Huiping and Stephanie still say I quote tweet very fast.

Hello, I spam tweets one okay. Lol!!!!!

Asked Huiping if I really got slim down not.

Immediately, she realized and said "YES!!! You leg so skinny now!!!" -.-

"I want to diarrhea also liao." HAHAHAHA!

They are my girlfriends.

When I need someone to talk to, they will always be there for me.

I always whatsapp them, talk to them, spam tweets with them. <3

Stephanie went back home, the kampong kias went to CSC. Wanted to sing k, but no rooms available. :(

After long decision, we went to timah for pool and supper!

Trying to hide behind me so he don't look that fat. :X

Shag face! =_=

When playing pool, this fat boy super funny. Keep acting like one Jay Chou. Laugh until peng.

Not bad, it keep me entertained. Joke of the day!

Frog leg porridge for supper. :)

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I guess many of you keep asking me about my skin condition and etc.

Let me show you some pics of my naked face when I just woke up.

I didn't edit at all! So all those pimples you see are real. LOL!

I have serious obvious veins!

Left side of my face, there's my orange birthmark. LOL!

Okay! Gonna have my lunch now! Goodbye people! Wish me all the best in everything I do, including my TP! :):)

Do you still love me?

2011-05-05T06:34:00.029+03:00

夜里传来雨的声音轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想到你那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛
爱情需要一些呼吸偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里

你还爱我吗一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎你爱我吗

好久没有你的消息
心里还惦记著你
在这冷冷的夜里感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音

你还爱我吗一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎你爱我吗

敢情的路总让人好无助我会学著面对独处
给深爱的你祝福

你还爱我吗一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗这是我唯一的牵挂
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你你还爱我吗

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Sorry for being so emo... But this is the question has been stucking in my heart for 1 week.
Friends' been telling me, if he still loves me, there'll be chances for us to patch back.
I'm confident that he loves me, but the fear in him, can he overcome it? :(
I've really changed!! I've controlled myself a lot already.
I need to prove it to him, I've got to!
No matter what, I already know what to do. Just hoping for the best!

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Visited the doctor for consultation and medicine.
There's nothing serious, that's what he said.
But diarrhea for on&off for 1-2 weeks, not serious meh? Lol.
I had gastric pain some more!!! Well, my weight dropped to 47kg.

Remembering that last time when he and I just start the r/s, I told him i want to slim down to 47kg from 50kg.
After 3 years, I finally did that! But it's after we separate. I rather have 50kg of fats. :(

Met Melissa at West Mall, BK for dinner, and some concerns from her. :)
I really feel much better after chatting with her.
She said:

"Look ahead, don't look behind.
I know they are good memories, but if he's yours, he'll be yours.
You did your part as his good girlfriend, accompanying him throughout his NS life."

Yes, I managed to go through this 2 years. But after he ORD, I demand too much from him.
It starts when he has his own car. I keep asking him to fetch me from work.
All those craps in twitter really hurt him too much until he cannot take it. :(
So, that's why now I'm trying to salvage this r/s.

Hmm... Hope everything turns out nicely? Just do whatever best I can do!
I will give in all my best! This is our obstacle.
I believe, I can do it! ;)

BFF

2011-05-03T07:54:00.000+03:00

Skipped school in the morning because I did something which I don't know should I do a not.

But still, I went for it. Hope it's better for us? Worsen, then I'm speechless. :X

He said something which hurt me. But I think it's okay, because I hurt him way too much.

Yup, so anyway, had driving lesson before meeting Xuan En for k session at *Scape.

Fun, as usual! Talking out my heart out really better! Phew~ But hor, we have different thinkings.

My girlfriends told me to.... But I don't want.

Sang how I felt, Xuan En scared I cry some more. Silly girl! Haha.

My BFF!! K singing session again okay? :D

She shy lah.

She also funny one. Say I keep photoshop the photos when I didn't. I only the edit the effect also say by her. So now, the photos with her, is without editing one okay! See the difference ah.

Anyway, she sings very well! I like to go singing with her again! :):)

Though the songs we sang are totally different. Hahaha.

Like her singing cantonese songs, because she's a Hong Kong girl. Lol!

Let it flow, let it flow~ Hor Xuan En? ;)

Then she sang this super classic song, which my mum always sing at home. HAHAHA!

So I sang this song below, for my friends of cos! ;)

This song is dedicating to Huiping, Stephanie, Ruirong, Randy, and last of all, Xuan En!

And other friends of mine too! If you are not my friend, then next time sing this song to your friend lah!

Thanks for being there when I need you guys. Must know what's the meaning of this song hor!!!

And paiseh if I sing awfully, because this was sang after singing for 3 hours!!!!

Xuan En and I had total fun of 4 hours! Wah, I think we super power!

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Gonna visit the doctor soon. I guess, I'm unhealthy because I had diarrhea when I didn't eat anything wrong at all! :(:(

Happy Mummy Day 2011

2011-05-02T06:31:00.001+03:00

Love you mummy!! She's my best ever mummy, my one and only mummy. <3

Never fail to cook dinner for the family, everytime seeing her doing house chores really make us love her so much! Tho she's a bit naggy lah. Sometimes will shout at us and I will feel irritated. Lol!

West Coast Park in the morning to celebrate mummy day with family only. Woke up early in the morning to prepare the food for picnic. Many snacks till we can't eat them all up. :X

Photos were placed randomly.

Me playing kite!

The sistazx. <3

Family + ahbee. She's so cute lah!

Cute hor?

Afterwhich, headed to Clementi Mall to get mummy pressie change of design. We bought her a nike yoga pants, that's what she suggest to us lah! On KTV at home again, before heading out for dinner. :)

Had dinner at Yuhua Hawker Centre, which is just nearby Dajie's house.

IMM next. Shopped around before heading back home. That day was just so relaxed. All my stress just gone. I'm happy!!! Just a simple celebration like this really great! <3

First video of mine

2011-05-01T16:26:00.000+03:00

Well, I felt so bored at home. Decided to on KTV and sing at home. Mum deleted the other video which sounds much more nicer! :( Just love to sing this song nowadays when I on KTV because it's meaningful. Currently improving my singing skils. So please don't laugh okay? :)

Dreading my weekends now. I hate it! :(

Without you....

2011-05-01T09:46:00.001+03:00

Now, my weekends were spending with Huiping! :) She's really a great friend, yet I didn't appreciate her last time. When she needs me now, I'll definitely be there! Same goes to Stephanie, of cos! ;)

Went to West Mall with meimei at night and we chanced upon Huiping and family. Now I envy her a lot. :(

Bought some ingredients for picnic the next day with meimei.

I love my sisters as well! Everyone knew about our relationship, except my parents. I feel bad!!!

Cute much!

Initially wanted to go out with Huiping, but last min we dropped the idea of going to Huizhen's birthday party.

My weekends just spent like this!!! The video below describes how I feel without you. :'(

喝酒的伴一起看電影的伴
早午晚餐的那個伴
朋友不能留得太晚明天要上班
唱K的伴一起去旅行的伴
聽懂我的笑話的伴
我的生活只差那個人就美滿

快樂少一人分享快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯
心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填滿
節日卻提醒我孤單

沒有想法有想法又能怎樣
只能寫部落格整晚
幾個留言安慰不了心裡的遺憾
沒有負擔原來也是種負擔
自由多得讓人心慌
你羨慕我那要不要跟我交換

快樂少一人分享快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子都填滿
別來提醒我的孤單

快樂少一人分享快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填滿
沒人知道我多孤單

It's really meaningful!

Hoping that everyone can find their the other half, sharing their thoughts and feeling to one another.
I want my another half to be back. My the other half is you, Ong Hong Jun.

Neverland

2011-04-29T14:24:00.001+03:00

It's my first time visiting Neverland with best friends! :)

Before meeting them, worked at Clementi. Bought mummy day pressie, then headed back home.

Get changed, meet the guys at West Mall, then headed to town!

In train when I'm alone, I thought a lot of things. Imagining him beside me and etc. :(

Bought a belt and thongs from F21. I'm so into belts and lingerie nowadays! :D

Walked to Neverland, diarrhea straight away. Zzz

Guess I need to see doctor soon, everyday diarrhea. :(

Drink drank drunk. And I saw someone I shouldn't see. :(

Me with sexy mummy. <3

Ruirong. Aiting. Huiping. :)

The lovely couple. :)

Huiping say Kiam's face look like kena fucked up. HAHAHA!

Xianyao and Yanfei.

Love this babe above! I feel bad for not being there when you need me. :(

Playing 5-10.

Ahkor came to find us. That's when my face get hot and red! :(

Pardon my ugly face and my good blood circulation. Lol!

Saw him at there. I'm such a loser to drop tears in front of some girl strangers until she ask me "Okay not? Why you cried?". Thanks the stranger for the concern. :) But I can't help it upon seeing him there. :(

Thanks the guys for asking him to talk to me though I think it doesn't help because I'm speechless when I see him because I'm going to vomit and dizzy-ing around.

He said what he felt, I feel how he felt as well. Because I'm unreasonable.

Happy to see him right in front of me again, but embarrassing too.

We really need some time for him to cool down and for me to change. :(

Time heals everything. I should control myself and shouldn't be so irritating.

So separation for us is a good thing, right?

Afterwhich, cabbed to Randy's house. The boys played mahjong while the girls sleep.

Watch 1 min of the show using the 3D specs before sleeping.

There will be rainbow after the rain. Bear with it please.

Appreciate it before it's gone

2011-04-29T11:09:00.001+03:00

Being single after having 3 years od relationship is really a tough mission.

Missing someone dearly, hoping he would come back to my side.

He's a good man, yet I didn't appreciate it till he's gone.

He listen to what I ask, trying his best to make me happy.

Those happy memories that he did for me really make me feel bad.

Sigh.....

In the morning, having headache and eyes swollen. headed back home in the noon and skipped one hour of lesson. Bad me, but I really can't see my friends looking at me with sympathy. I feel even bad!

Rest my mind, and dragged myself to work. I need to work to earn money and spend my time there.

Next month's schedule was planned, I should give my supervisor more days if I knew this will happen. :(

However, this kind of things where can predict one. If he's mine, he'll still be mine eventually.

Had k singing session at CSC with best friends after work.

Thanks this babe for accompanying me that night!

Other than Huiping, there's Ruirong and Guanhui as well. Thanks a million for the companion! <3

Sang our hearts out. Every songs I sang reminded me of him. :'(

Smile is the only way to build up my courage. :)

Breakup is in trend now....

2011-04-29T10:33:00.000+03:00

Friends, my relationship just ended.
I'm really upset. I'm trying to change myself, yet this is the result I get.
My mind is in a swirl now. How I wish the time can turn back when we just know each other, how we contact each other. All those happy moments just can't be deleted. Those are memories.

I wish to forget, but I can't. :'(

Both of us decided to separate for our own good, and we are friends now.
I don't hate him, neither do him.
Our 3rd year anniversary is reaching soon in 2 weeks time, but this relationship ends like this.
He had enough of my nonsense in twitter, I had enough of my nonsense as well..

Hope things can get better? Can we patch up? I'm not sure, because I'm his stress, his burden.
2 years just gone like this. When he's in camp, I tried to fill up my time with work/school.
Now he ORD, we broke up. How funny is it, right?

He broke up with me not because of other girls, is because I can't appreciate what he did to me.
Those good that he'd done, I always don't appreciate and took him for granted.
He's not the bad boyfriend, I'm the bad girlfriend.

If my twitter always spam those nonsense of his, don't believe okay?

Not going to log in my twitter @LEEAITING anymore. Those are bad moments, that spoilt us.

Yesterday I wrote, "I'm that small girl anymore. I've thought a lot, I want a future of us."
But now, I can't see the future of us. Because we need a break, or rather is only me who need a break to let me think everything I've done wrong.

How to forget him, when he's my first boyfriend, who touch my heart and unlock it?
Last time I'm those girls who is so difficult to get, he's the only one who got me.
Now, he's the first one who lock my heart so that other guys can't enter it.

How? I'm really sad now. I'm thinking of the past when it brought us together.

So yes, we are from lovers to friends now. All the best to us!
And, I guess breakup is in trend now.
Hope every separated couples will be more understanding and patch back!
It takes time to heal the pain, gain back those trust and understanding.
It's not a 1 or 2 month thing, it may take a lifetime!
If you love each other, give each other a chance.

Though I put our relationship to 'single' in Facebook, I still treat him as my boyfriend. :(

Never ending...

2011-04-25T11:59:00.001+03:00

Heh! Out with this OL again! :)

Before meeting her, I had school from 10am-2pm. Headed back home, driving lesson from 4.30pm-6pm then meet her at Orchard! Well, packed schedule I've! I don't like to cope myself at home, though my house is comfy enough to sleep and do my things. I'm those go-out-kind, just cannot let myself stay at home in the day one. Lol!

The day when we last met up is no shopping because our pay haven't arrive. So today, we met for shopping! :D

Loving my lips! The pink is so nice~ I love the combination! I'm using....

Stage lipstick Audrey 08 and Maybelline P33.

Stage lipstick I only got it at $4.50! It's super freaking cheap! But I don't like the taste, super yucky one! A bit spicy and bitter mix. So, I must mix with my lip gloss to minus the taste. Really sucky!

Rally nice right? I'm loving it!!!! Like nudy pink? Lol.

Had driving lesson. I'm telling myself to wear more pretty next time when driving, because I don't get scoldings! Hehehehe. Making some improvements on my driving now! (Y)

Trained to Somerset, met Xuan En at 313. Our main purpose for the day is shopping! We don't have the time for dinner definitely! So we decided to buy Shilin Fried Chicken for our dinner. We can eat while shopping ma, right? Some more we have lack of time!

Had Share Tea as well. Bought some lingerie from Cotton On as it's having last day of 30% storewide sales! Headed to FEP and shopped! I bought very few. Just the lingerie and a belt from FEP which was really naize! Shall take a photo of it next time when I wear it! You girls confirm like it! Hehe.

I think Xuan En is lucky to shop with me. I asked her to ask the promoter for some discounts at First Day because it's the last piece. So she just see if there's any defects then the promoter will give her 10% off. And yes, she did!

We like super straightforward to each other one. I feel great beside her, because she's my listening ears.

I have another best friend now! :P

Pardon her photography skill. I need to tilt the photo so much lah! lol.

At 313's Hula & Co, we tried on some romper. Because there's some defects, I asked her not to buy.
In the end, she's so tempted to get it cos her twin sister know how to sew!
So we ran back to 313 after shopping at FEP. She was searching high and low for the romper, afraid that it will go OOS. She found it, I asked her to ask for discounts again!

Because Hula & Co. having sales, Xuan En was entitled to get the romper for only $15!
She saved $10 all thanks to me! No wonder she love me so much. HAHAHAHA!

Dearest boy came to fetch me after shopping. How not to love him when he treats me so well? Right?
Hehehe. Initially he didn't want to, but after tackling with him, he came to fetch me with his own accord!
I didn't force him! I'm so happy~ (Y) He come to fetch me not only after work, but after shopping as well!!!

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I really have a good good life, so I'm learning to appreciate what everyone done for me.

You know the world is ending soon, so cherish every moment you have now!

Be it unhappy, make it happy! You can have a better life!

Get your life on! Whatever mistakes they did, just forgive and forget! ;)

Absence makes the hearts grow fonder

2011-04-21T18:16:00.002+03:00

Wah! Like finally the 3 of us going out together for shopping!!!! Since it's PH, mummy decided to meet us for shopping and put her son under his daddy's care. Hehe. I've an awesome mummy here! I like you for forking out your time to meet us! :D

You know, Huiping back to stay at batok. I'm so happy!!!! Because I can see her in bus when she go to work and I'm going to school! She's taking the same bus as me!!!! So, we met at bus stop before taking the train and meet Stephanie. Really glad that she's back to batok, I miss the past....

Meeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

My current facebook pic! :)

So self obsessed you know. Hehehehe...

And finally, met my Ocean! Shopped at Bugis before hitting the town! Bought a skirt, outwear, shoe and dress for only $50+! Cheap, but not to my liking = waste of money. I don't want to buy cheap stuffs again!!!!!!!!!!!!

As my camera batt is running low, I told them to take lesser photos with my camera. :( They did bring theirs, but they are slow in sending photos! Limited photos with them lah! :(:(

My pretty babes! <3

Huiping's hubby came, the 3 of them went to try the birks while I meet Dearest boy.

Super funny. There's one malay guy came to approach me. He told me, "Hi! I see you for a long time already..... Er.... I think you look very beautiful, I want to know you." Zzz

I give a shocked face 0.0, and he asked, "Why so serious?"

I replied, "You are a stranger, of cos serious lah! :)"

Then he asked, "What's your name?"

I replied, "Michelle. (LOL!)"

He asked again, "Can I have your contact? I want to know you more..."

I said, "My boyfriend coming to fetch me now and I'm waiting for him."

His face was like -.-, and say "Okay...".

Wonder what if he saw my Dearest boy driving CLK to drive me. HAHAHA! He confirm stunned. Lol~

Promised Dearest to treat him dinner. I told him, and he asked me, "Anything also can?" He confirm funny lor. I treat, he choose ma! Haha. So after a long time of deciding what to eat, we decided to have Swensens, our all time favourite! :D

See, this idiot below always like to take idiotic photos of me!

This one chio. The rest not chio!

K, more serious.

His food came, and eat without waiting for me. This is his habit. Haha.

His crayfish spaghetti. Nice!

My usual food, Swensens Combo!

Rodeo wings are not to be blacklist!

Our sticky chewy chocolate! Yumyum~ Guess we ate quite a lot that day. :X

Afterwhich, headed to Cine and caught the movie "A Chinese Ghost Story" with timah cliques. Really nice show! Must go catch it if you are a chinese k! ;)

The boy and girl. <3

Pardon my small eyes. I took my contact lens off when watching movie. Lol!

Headed to Lavender to have Pig organs soup before back home.

Enjoyed that day so much! It's my day of peace! (Y) Because i didn't quarrel with Dearest. :)

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My mind really opened up now. I should let him breathe more. The more I care for him, the more he can suffocate! Time to let him have freedom, and don't meet him so much! Because.....

Absence makes the hearts grow fonder! Bear this in mind! :)

My new friend!

2011-04-21T06:51:00.001+03:00

Geezx. I have a new friend, and her name is Xuan En! Well, long ago I already treat her as my friend. Recently, then she say I'm her new friend! Lol? Haha. She's my best col. in Ettusais, that makes us friends! But too bad, she already quit. :( No more working with her, but more outings with her! Hehe.

Before meeting this girl, I had school from 8am - 5pm. My FYP seriously difficult! It's so much different frojm what I learnt from the past 2 years, because I'm gonna type code using iMac! :( I'm gonna create a app for iPhone. Cool or what? Sekali next time everybody will be using the app my group created! Haha.

My FYP only has 6 people, and only 1 girl who is me!! Everyone in the class was looking at me? -.- Really hate those stares, I walked pass them and they say me dominating? Lol? Girls cannot take Engineering ah? Zzz

So after school, headed back home to put my laptop. I'm shiok enough, because I don't need to bring my laptop to school EVERYDAY! Happy or what? Hehehehe.

Took train to Tanjong Pagar, then meet Xuan En and she's late!!!! Hit the town, and Cineleisure's HK Cafe for dinner! (Y)

One bad bad impression of her first before proceeding the next few good ones k? Xuan En, don't scold me!!!

Cute right this OL? HAHAHAHA!!

Me me me!!!!

My food. Chicken chop Spaghetti. NAIZE!

My face slimmed down because before this meal, I didn't eat much due to low appetite. Good or bad thing? :D

Xuan En with her chicken chop baked rice. Don't ever try pork chop okay? Super hard!

After eating, walked around Orchard, we even bought Share Tea located at Wisma back to her house for mahjong session! Hehe. While waiting for Dearest to come and fetch us.....

Met Dearest at FEP, then headed to Xuan En's house! The 3 of us and the other friend of hers played mj. Really fun! But I also lost. I don't really like playing, just want to have fun with the girls and dearest. Haha!

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Driving in circuit really can die straight away. How ah? Trying my best to record what instructor telling me always! Okay, going to prepare for work now! Goodbye everybody! Will update this space soon! ;)

Last year in NP

2011-04-19T11:32:00.000+03:00

Time flies~ It's my third year in NP loh! 2 years just gone like this. I miss having lessons wit my cliques!!! Eewin, Jiawei, Raymond, Brad, James, Michael, Gavin, Ron, Miankai.... This year, we are separated because ofm the different courses we chose. How sad, I'm a emo girl now.

Today's lesson, Logistics was rather slack, or super slack! Imagine I woke up at 6.15am, reach school at 8.20am, and I end school at 8.30am!!! I'm just in school for only 10 min?! The lecturer decided to release us. Zzz His job for the day is to get our hp number, only?! Waste my time last night to go down to mrt station and top up my bus concession! Shouldn't have went to school lah! Just WASTE OF MY TIME!

So, I headed back home to sleep! Shiok life huh! Imagining me myself going to work society, I'd definitely miss the life in school. Only exam period makes me stress, I don't need to see other bosses faces as well!

My going-to-sleep face.

Reach home at 9.30am, and nap till 1.30pm. Shiok. I love my life now. Some more, I don't need to work! How shiok.... But it only going to continue till this coming Saturday only. This coming Sat I'm going back to work! Sianzation. But for the money sake, I must chiong!!!!!

However, I must chiong for studies more! So I must work lesser loh.....

As for my driving lessons, I really need to plan well for May. Counting 3 more weeks down!!!! I'm super anxious~

&& Dearest and my 3rd year anniversary coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What should I get for him? He's such an asshole. Expect me to give him a rolex. Dearest, I tell you now I have no money!!!!! No money to buy you a rolex!!! :P

Oh bored, have to wait till evening then meet my dearest boy. Sigh! Update this space again! BAI!

YUEYIN'S WILD 18TH!

2011-04-17T12:20:00.000+03:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YY! Hope you enjoy this special day ya~

18th is just so important to smokers and drinkers. They can buy cig. and alcohol themselves without any other adults' help. Isn't it great to be 18? Of cos not great to me, because I want to stay younger! I don't smoke, don't drink. No credits to me at all! But one point is an advantage, I CAN WATCH M18!! :)

Anyway, the day before the party, had a big quarrel with him. it's all my fault. I always take him for granted!!! He work so hard to spend on me, end up I only blame him for being late when he come fetch me after work. I'm a not understanding, caring, thoughtful, loving girlfriend. I only now how to make him angry,

I'm his burden! :( I'm gonna change, for fucking sure!!! If not Dearest, you go find other good girlfriends okay? Don't always ask me to find a better boyfriend because my expectation too high! If I want to find a better boyfriend, I would have done it long ago when I start my days in engineering life!

No point grumbling at here, I just need to think hard and change. If not, this relationship won't last! :'(

Twist = Peace ya! ^_^ v

Met Stephanie before the evening falls. You see my grape promoter below!

Like some kuku model lor my meimei. HAHAHA!

Forcing me to eat up the grapes lah!

Me before meeting Stephanie. No eye makeup! Ugly eyelids.

Went to IMM and get some stuffs. Daiso is really everyone needs! It's so cheap, and everything you want, go there confirm have! (Y) Bought my eyelash glue, in the end it's useless. Zzz

Headed back home, prepared and headed out to Yueyin's birthday party! Wanted to put on fake eyelashes, but I feel like an insect after putting it. So gaowei! So just stick with my normal makeups.

Had dinner at Fei Siong, prawn paste chicken as usual!!! Then, Yuanlin's house, and then boat quay for drinking session, I mean Yueyin's birthday celebration! :X

Me and Fericia! We have the same voice and we hate it! Like those cartoon's voice, you will like meh? of cos we don't like! We have it naturally! But don't know why some girls like to act it out so much when they don't have this kind of voice. 是不好听的咯! Very erxin!

Ellen and Shiya. :)

The SKII and Ettusais girls! :D

Yuanlin's korkor super bad. Asked Yy to drink 18 shots! As a friend of hers, of cos I must help her drink. But just one will do. I'm only a beginner ma. Cannot blame!

And it's time to cut the cake!!!!

Her agar agar cake. Very chio because of the roses! Well, my birthday cake is even prettier because my mum did it!

Okay. Back to that day.

Look how happy she is!

See what Teck Chye wearing. It was bought from Dearest boy during his BKK trip. LOL!

Hope all your wish come true ya!

My blood circulation is damn good. After drinking 1 shot, my face turns red and super hawt!

The drunk birthday girl. At least she's trying to maintain herself. Not bad, not bad!

Anqi and me. :) I look like a dinosaur beside her! :(

Anqi and her boyfriend, Jeffery. :)

They like taking photoshoots!

And the 2 couples. :)

Before Fericia and Shiya left....

Anqi. Ahxing. Aiting.

The birthday girl finally awake!

Norin and I. :)

Dearest and his bro!

Had a great night on that day! :) But I won't ever want to celebrate my birthday at pubs because many confirm will make me go siao! Better to be safe, just a simple dinner will do! (Y)

Caught a super nice photo. I'm super swaku. I've never seen cockroaches having sex before. So I wanted to share with all of you, who didn't know how they have sex too. Hehe.

It's super disgusting. i hate cockroaches. Yucks!!! Yet I still took this photo and share with all of you. Super nice of me right? :X

Kailin's BIG 2

2011-04-13T18:41:00.000+03:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY AHMEE, KAILIN! :)

In the morning, had driving lesson. Booked TP loh. It's on 10 May, every humans please wish me best of luck alright? But I have super low confidence on myself, because my instructor always scold me. He even say we have communication problem. Zzz I know I'm super slow in reaction, but he don't need to be so straightforward one right? I hate straightforward people.

Whatever it is, I'm gonna practice on my weak points. I'M GONNA PASS JUST ONE TIME ROUND!!!!

The morning is just super bad mood. Dearest lost my favorite umbrella which I put in his car!!!! That asshole who took it, I curse him to kena lightning strike! Sigh, bad bad morning!

Home, nap, and in the evening, headed to Kailin's birthday party~

I love to camwhore! Hehehehe.

Top: Hatyai.

Shorts: F21($15!!!)

Stephanie came to fetch me, Huiping and Jaeden. Much loves!!! Ahmee's birthday party's at Chevrons chalet. Well, it's pretty~

My adorable godson! He's super naughty. Only know how to see girls. He say me not pretty some more. Sigh!

Then cake cutting session. The chalet was packed with many unknown girls and I'm super paiseh to take photos. So sorry, no birthday cake photo. It's a yummy and awesome cake!

Saw the cake? I know it's too bright!

He's super cuteeee lah! Many want to carry him but he shy. For example, Alicia! HAHAHA!

With another gan-ma, Stephanie. :)

Stephanie. Jaeden. Huiping.

The lychee flavored cake. Damn nice!

Chewping bribing Jaeden to take photo with her. She used her phone games to bribe her, end up no use!

End up mommy's one sentence, "Want to go home not? Take photo with jiejie!" Then he must smile fakely and take. Cute much! HAHAHAHA!

Mommy and son. Huiping look so lady-like now lah.

When us about to go home....

Chewping and Kailin. :)

Jaeden. Huiping. Kailin.

Stephanie and Kailin. :)

Me and Kailin. She look super small sized beside me!!!

Me and Ahsiao, Chewping. :D

See Jaeden's eyes, going to cry soon! He's forced to take photo with Kailin again. LOL!

Repeat!

Stephanie, Huiping and Jaeden left while me waiting for dearest boy to fetch me. Chewping acc me to wait for him before she took cab home.

Dearest finally came after getting koi. Bidded farewell with Chewping, headed back to dearest's house and caught a new show, "美人心计"? I also don't know what's the show name. LOL!!!

Quarreled with dearest because of small matters again, because my bad, my bad attitude! :(

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Do you girls/your girlfriends give your boyfriend/you bad attitude when you/she come menses? Really sucks, it's painful!!!! Hope you guys can understand. We girls really dont want to show you guys attitude one. Please be more understanding! :)

Anyway, my driving lesson just ended again. You know, my driving skills really sucks! Within a month, I'm going to take my TP. I shouldn't book so early. And when I'm learning, I hate it when the instructor reprimanding me. I only feel more nervous and I can't think quickly. I only think slower and don't know what I'm doing. Sigh. I must really pass!!!!!! And show more attention to the road please.

Gonna update this space again! :)